Unapologetically Owning Your Purpose- In Your Artistry
This morning, I woke up and prayed, as I do every morning, and I always end my prayer by asking God to reveal things I neglect to see. I felt the urge to write today, yesterday, and all last year, but I gathered my thoughts and decided to make it happen. One of the struggles of being creative is the urge to come up with amazing ideas and not knowing where to start. I had never been as inconsistent with my writing as I was until I realized that seeing the purpose was not as enlightening as I once believed. Did I lose my passion for what was once my purpose? Do I constantly observe other creatives and their gifts and minimize my own? Am I comparing my purpose with someone else's definition of what purpose is? So here I am, creating a corner where I can pour my creativity and spread the words out loud. In moments of frustration, it is essential to take a breath, reflect, and rediscover the spark that ignites your passion. By doing so, you will unlock a fresh wave of excitement, motivation, and purpose, enabling you to pursue your desires with renewed energy and enthusiasm.
If you are someone who struggles with your creativity or finds it challenging to follow your purpose, please continue reading. If not, you may want to exit now.
““If you can tune into your purpose and really align with it, setting goals so that your vision is an expression of that purpose, then life flows much more easily.””
Expectations?
When I think back, I recall that I always wrote when I was growing up. I remember finding old journals and notebooks from middle school, where friends and I would pass this notebook around each time class let out. We would discuss things we were doing in class or people who may have been getting on our nerves. It was a way to communicate without being caught on our cellphones. In capturing the moments for growth, I would occasionally look into those notebooks to see where my mind was at that age. I loved making sentences that do what I wanted them to do. Nothing felt better than the pure pleasure of writing. I like telling people things. Writing felt so natural. I write because it's essential; human interaction is magic. And when I could lock in on the emotional heart of it, I was moved to become a writer, because I must, the fulfilling experience of it all.
Fast forward to college. I would post on various platforms and receive a lot of recognition for my written contributions. I knew that I wanted to be someone who could listen to others and offer advice, whether based on my own experience or on what I would do, not knowing where it would lead. Fast-forward to October 14th, 2018, when I started my blog: AT THAT MOMENT, and I posted my first blog. I knew what I wanted to accomplish: to be a voice for the voiceless, a platform for others to find their 'aha' moment, and to change the narrative of where they were going. I expected to write each week and pour into people as I had previously done, but my approach was compromised by feeling like I had no creativity, unlike how I had imagined it would be. I developed a way to express myself eloquently and a desire to find a place to belong, which did not allow me to compromise my beliefs for what others required, such as sitting down for conversations with unanswered questions. I expected to be free of judgment, not realizing that I judged myself.
Is there something hidden?
Is there a hidden strength in creativity, a bold desire to fill the void with our own authentic voices? A writer longs to connect, to share their vision, and make a meaningful impact. What I discovered is that I lost my passion for writing because I focused on external validation, rather than staying true to my artistic voice. I was at my happiest when I could tap into my imagination and craft stories that brought me joy and fulfillment. I generated fresh ideas, filled notebooks with possibilities, and made time to reflect on my thoughts, and momentum followed. I possess ideas that I want to be true, and I am learning to trust myself, embracing the gift of creativity. The rejection I faced is no longer a barrier, and I'm excited to start something new, taking my audience on a journey of discovery. A writer writes. I'm ready to share my stories with courage and conviction.
Finding your calling and your life's work is about discovering your identity; what makes you, you. It is about looking into a deeper expression of yourself. To truly uncover this, one must understand their passions, values, and aspirations, allowing these elements to guide decision-making and relationships. Embracing this journey of self-discovery reveals not only personal strengths but also the interconnectedness of our existence. Ultimately, this pursuit leads us closer to understanding our experiences, our beings, and where you play a unique role in understanding that purpose. This journey often involves SELF-REFLECTION, navigating passions, and confronting FEARS, all of which contribute to a more authentic existence. As you embark on this journey, you begin to uncover the values and beliefs that resonate most with your spirit. This process not only reveals your purpose but also enriches your connections with others on similar paths.
Speaking about the spirit, when God has a purpose in mind for you, He will patiently guide you back to it, even if you lose your way. Through my experiences with blogging and creative expression, I have discovered that the desire to create and inspire never truly leaves; it is always waiting to be rekindled. Okay, back to the blog.
What brings significance to my life?
For me, creating moments is essential to discovering your passions and aspirations, helping to shape you, understanding when to let go, and allowing other things to flourish. Working diligently to provide for your family or significant other and fulfilling the duties of a 9-to-5 job does not guarantee fulfillment or that your life has purpose. Most people do these things and still do not know what happiness looks like. What I find meaningful is the ability to awaken each day and do what brings me joy. Finding solace in the things I cannot change, but embracing all the things I can, as they align with the path I create for myself. What I find meaningful is living the life I want for myself, without looking outside of my purpose to obtain it. I'm so empowered not to look at social media and not wish, hope, think, or desire to have what someone else may have. What I find meaningful is that a significant purpose could also be attached to your future self, struggling in its present self, because you never broke down the experiences of your past self. Enjoy the moments without chasing them. That is true happiness.
Self-Discovery
Unpacking your purpose is about speaking up for what you believe and doing the things you say you are going to do. In doing so, you unpack what is keeping you from using it. SELF-DISCOVERY is the process of understanding and becoming aware of your own identity, personality, beliefs, values, interests, and goals. Exploring your inner self to gain a deeper understanding of who you are and what you want out of life. If I were to ask you, Who are you? What would you say?
This morning, I woke up, prayed, and told myself that I would write a blog post. This morning, I DID. I am moving forward with writing for myself. I spent too much time doing it for others and still thinking I was not good enough. Now, if it resonates, please feel free to leave a comment; if not, you have already reached this point. I hope you find your purpose, appreciate your creativity, stick with it, and don't give up, even if you feel that someone might not understand or relate to it. Believe me, you have to believe in yourself, because you are good enough, bold enough, and courageous enough to fulfill your purpose. I am rooting for you, and the world needs to see what you have to offer.
